alone

alone mentally.

alone physically.

alone emotionally.

but yet you’re not.

you have a good support system.

you have loving family.

you have great friends.

you have flings.

but you find yourself in isolation more times than not.

you’ve learned to enjoy it.

but.

where does it end?

at one time you were in love.

now it’s only a mere memory.

so what now?

do you become infatuated with finding some(one)?

is that your trajectory?

or do you neglect your emotional desires.

focus on what makes you who you are.

what level of effort is required to bring things to fruition.

you hope you find out some day.

till then you are alone.

kevinjroy. 2020.